Saturday, September 30, 2006
friction is killing me on my way home. i didnt take a bus home. i wanted to stay outside longer, but i was asked to go home early.but i went to walk arnd tm and century, and i saw couples arnd me everywhre, hand in hand. the feeling in me was so alone. i felt like crying at tht moment, but i cant. i wnt to have a shoulder to cry on. but i didnt have. noboby knows me. nobody understands. i walked out, it started to rain. but i walked slowly, my mind was so full of things tht the pain had slowly became numb. i wnted to have a shelter, not the one you can find anywhre, but is the person i needed most at tht point of time is not by my side, caring for me. i complain to no one. nobody seems to care. i went up to the overhead bridge, hoping tht there would be a heavy downpour, so tht i'll sink in the rain. no one sees me.
i couldnt tell you wht i'm exactly thinking. but i could tell you one thing. it is just simple thoughts of a girl. it may be simple as you may think. yes, it is simple, till it became so complicated for anybody to understand. i dont wnt to add on any stress to you anymore. i wnt you to have some of your own freedom. i dont wnt to tie you down so tightly. i rly do.
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unreplaceable
