friction is killing me on my way home. i didnt take a bus home. i wanted to stay outside longer, but i was asked to go home early.but i went to walk arnd tm and century, and i saw couples arnd me everywhre, hand in hand. the feeling in me was so alone. i felt like crying at tht moment, but i cant. i wnt to have a shoulder to cry on. but i didnt have. noboby knows me. nobody understands. i walked out, it started to rain. but i walked slowly, my mind was so full of things tht the pain had slowly became numb. i wnted to have a shelter, not the one you can find anywhre, but is the person i needed most at tht point of time is not by my side, caring for me. i complain to no one. nobody seems to care. i went up to the overhead bridge, hoping tht there would be a heavy downpour, so tht i'll sink in the rain. no one sees me.




i couldnt tell you wht i'm exactly thinking. but i could tell you one thing. it is just simple thoughts of a girl. it may be simple as you may think. yes, it is simple, till it became so complicated for anybody to understand. i dont wnt to add on any stress to you anymore. i wnt you to have some of your own freedom. i dont wnt to tie you down so tightly. i rly do.

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sigh. time hardly ticks

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imissyousomuch.







EXAMS is DRIVING me CRAZY

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its Thursday today! met dear at 6.30 at the playground to have our breakfast at 800 plus. hurray!! yay yay~~ (: went to eat nasi lemak at the foodcourt. the chicken wing was nice~ (: dear bought everything the same as me, but not the ikan bilis. he's so dumb. add 50 cents i think. hahahahaha~ played with the rice and the chicken skin. heh heh~ the table was in a mess. then aft eating then went to buy sweets. bought a hellokitty chewing gummy! dear paid for it. ha. yummy~! before the first period, i ate it all up. TEMPTATION.~~

*BORING SCHOOL HOURS*



iloveyoudear. my babysitter (:

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Time flies in sch today. First lesson was D&T, then lifeskills, math. Mrs Oh came to our class to teach us Geography after recess for three periods. She was quite a joker, not like her self when she's not teaching. After tht was Art. A relief teacher came in and talked bout him having a BIG display of aircraft models he had at home. we were like '' WOW''. Bleahs (:

after sch, went out with baoling, jocelyn, wanquan amanda and jean to A1 and have our lunch. went home with baoling aft tht.
So now, going to meet my boy now. yippee!~ (:


i love you boy. (:

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guess who ? (:

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my handsome (:

















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changed a new blogskin today. happy (: but sad.. ):


missyoudarnmuch ):

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Finally i've finished painting my room! hard work had been paid off by having a clean new look of my room. i love the colour! (:



iloveyoudear. missyousomuchtoday ): 226 days

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Training at CCHMS with those chungchengs girls when it supposed to be having a friendly with them. The training by Ruiwen was so awful. Disgusted. Knee caps are 'utterly' smashed from those jumpings over skipping ropes. its was all physical today. pumpings, running, jumping and those enduring thingys. Sweating like hell. *drip drip drip* (: and as for the running arnd the CCHMS BIG POSHED PRIVATE HOUSING CUM BUNGALOW AREA, about a 20 mins run, bout 3++ kilometres. to VIVIEN...I think it was an endless route to her. and xiaoyan too. bot alas, they still make it to the end. *clap clap*. but with SOMEBODY'S help, the will of making it through is levelled! (: hahaha. we all kno who SHE is.. bleahs.



iloveyoudear (: 225 days

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i dont like tml. so sucky. i cant see my dear for 24 hours. wht iconnexion exercise. no meaning. sit in front of the computer for 6 hours, resulting our eyes to add more degrees. i rather go to school to have lessons. there may be free period and no homework.


iloveyoudear.

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went to Suntec to watch MONSTER HOUSE with dear. hha. today is kinda shopping spree for him. hhahha. this is wht he spent on.

-2 MONSTER HOUSE tickets- $19.00
-honeychickenrice.chickennoodles.drink- approx.$6.oo--
-tibits for the show= approx $4.00--
ARCADE= $1.50
macdonalds= $5.00++
dinner= $4.00

total= approx $40.00--

[the unwilling spree, he's broke (:]

iloveyoudear (:

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ilorveyoudear (: missyousomuch

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the Koala is me.

the tree trunk is my dear boy. (:

wahahaha~ (:

ilorveyousomuch. sry for today.

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i dont like waiting at home. (: haha. stayed at home, waited for my mum to come back from work. and tada!~ brought me to buy paints. PAINTS! GUESS WHT? i'm PAINTING my room! yay yay! but i miss my dear so much. ): yep. went down to 800 plus there buy paints. i want my room to be BROWN in colour. so i bought 2 tins of chocolate BROWN, and 2 tins of MILKY BROWN. hahas. yep. went home. very excited to start the job of being a painter. i *paint**paint**paint*...suddenly...i realised tht...its NOT FUN AT ALL!!! ): So sad. my hands so tired. need to brush up and down. stand on the chair.tip toe. bent down to get mre PAINTS on the brush. looked up to the ceiling, neck was straining...so tiring. I DONT WANT TO PAINT ANYMRE! how i wish i was a BARNEY FAIRY. Then i can see the results of my painted room with just a tick of my fingers. heh heh~. too bad. imaginary bubbles burst by itself. i can't see myself in BARNEY FAIRY'S beautiful dress anymre. nvrmind. wishful thinking. then after tht. i stop work and went dwn to 450 to find my dear. i wanted to see him just for a while as it was bout 5 o'clock alrdy. so reached there sit sit awhile talked to him then went back home by myself.


tml got maths lesson need to go back to school! i wnt to SLEEP ):


missyousomuch. ilorveyoudear. (:

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happy 7th month. (:


lorveyou dear (:

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went to dear's grandmother's house before going to walk arnd by ourselves. hm. the baby was nt as cute as my boy. hahas. he's the cutest! haha. eat some of the food there then we took 291 to interchange. took MRT to Bugis. shop arnd. went to check out the lastest movies. then of course dear's favourite place. ARCADE. Don't kno why today so good. pei him stand down there watch Time Crisis4. 30 mins i think. at least got my sour plum red tea pei me during the slow passing time of standing..haha. then after tht still got time jiu walk to Suntec. haha. lucky dear knew the way there. saved 40cents. hahas. its WORTH it. yeah. (: the trip to Suntec was a tiring one, but it was fun though. he made me laugh till i was thinking of dropping dead on the floor x). the baby's words he said. hehe..went to buy Auntie Anne's, then went to ARCADE agn. ( one day it'll eventually become my fav. place..(: haha. then went downstairs to eat the Honey chicken rice. yumyum. damm delicious. i love it. (: MARINASquare the 4th place. i was quite tired le. but i wnt to go there see see. yep. went to creative look arnd then jiu go back Tampines. dear wanted to buy the Miz29. i pei him go buy. white colour de. but...not the same pattern as mine. haha. nevermind. and then.. went to eat dinner at 500 plus. haha. quite late le. so after eating jiu took 168 home. fun today. 5 fun places (:


lorveyou dear (: 1 hour 43 mins.

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Yay!~ dear is go'g to bring me to Suntec agn! xD



iloveyoudear (:

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its me (:

its him (:

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finally changed a blogskin with baoling's help. thnks alot. but its not completed yet.


2 mre days...excited (: lorveyou dear

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